He is frustrating me SO MUCH. He doesn't trust me with ANYTHING. Apparently not even his friendship. Which hurts really, really bad.

You know, every once in a while I think I'm over it, and then I see him and all I want to do is grab him and hold him and tell him how much I still love him.....I don't think anyone realizes how hard it is to go through two classes, every tuesday and thursday, trying not to look at him cause I'm afraid I'll cry. It's pathetic, but I constantly think about how we could still get back together. I just want to be over it SO BAD!!! Because I know he doesn't give a flying fuck about me.

I just want to move to Florida and be with dolphins for the rest of my life....

Haha, I like how even two years later, all my xanga is used for is bitching. Cute.

I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Hahahahahaa.....

I hate boys. And how they can fuck with your heart so easily and make you cry harder than ever. How they can give you this feeling inside like you're on fire and everything is falling apart.

...I always let myself get so attached...and then it all gets taken away...